I can't.

Bad things come in twos.

(sex and drugs)

...

I am so tired.

...

To do list:

1. Get up
2. Drink Pukka Love Tea (to cherrish forever :)
2.5 Pretend to have breakfast, instead read "Lovely Bones"
3. Take a long shower
4. Get dressed
5. Survive the rest of the day
6. Make brownies
7. Go to bed
8. Wait for the morning and the boy
9. Smile

jars of strawberry scent.

Because my winters still aren't as good
as I wish they were.

Make me beautiful.

the cinnamon peeler's wife

"You touched
your belly to my hands
in the dry air and said
I am the cinnamon
peeler's wife. Smell me" - The cinnamon peeler by Michael Ondaatje